And Again
I am lacking in spirituality. I don’t know what it is with me. I guess I just allow, and I do take responsibility for this, I allow the mundane life to get in the way of my magickal and spiritual life. I know I’m allowing it because I’m not taking time to study my Wiccan texts, I’m not taking time to learn more. I’m not taking time to connect with Goddess and God. I’m not taking the time to do even the smallest things. I don’t take time to say a blessing when I eat. I don’t take time to light a candle or two even for a few moments each day.
I don’t devote time to creating my tradition. I haven’t touched my Tarot cards in weeks. I have got to get myself on track. I can’t say back on track as I’ve never really been on track. But I must get myself working on my spirituality again. I need to start working on my Tarot again. I need to start working on devotions to the Goddess and God. I need to start saying my blessings when I eat. There are a lot of things I need to start doing. I just have to get off my rear end and start doing the things I should be doing.
I know that if I start doing the things I need to do, that my life will be better. That I will stop having as much stress in my life, that I will start having all that I need and more. I know this with every fiber of my being. I just have to kick myself in the butt and get started.